A rock tumbler is a very simple device. It’s a small machine that turns a barrel round and round non-stop for weeks at a time. Inside the barrel are your rocks, water, and grit. The grit is what makes your rocks smooth and acts as the sand that nature uses to smooth and polish your rocks.
I can especially remember when I felt if the “rock tumbler” of life didn’t stop, there was no way I would survive. Do you know what I am talking about?
- the constant chaos in the mind
- the never ending wringing in the mid-section
- the pounding beating drum of the heart
- the whole body trembling
- the fighting, explaining, defending seemingly upon deaf ears
In yoga philosophy we practice the Yamas and the Niyamas (you can think of them like the 10 commandments). The five Yamas are known as restraints and the five Niyamas are known as observances. One of the Niyamas is called Tapas. Tapas, to me, is our refining center. We look at what we do when we are in the Rock Tumbler of life. When you are thrown chaos, confusion, when you feel so beaten… what do you do?
Here are some of the things I try to observe in myself when I try to get out of the “being beaten” mindset:
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- Accept. My body has a physical response to being tumbled, as described above. Sometimes they are pretty intense sensations. Very uncomfortable. Even though I am trying to step in to a new roll of being the tumbler, it’s still hard and my body has a physiological response of the beating. For me, it helps to recognize that they are there. To put words to them. To understand that the sensations are there to inform me, but I do not have to be controlled by them. Let them be. Be the tumbler.
- Refine. In the silence and the acceptance comes the refining. When we act differently then we usually do. When we create a different pattern. When we respond rather than react. We are the tumbler.